pour your heart out., 1034) About a month ago, I realised that I was crushing on one of my friends and it's making me unhappy because I don't want to lose him as a friend. I can't help thinking about what it would be like to kiss him an hold him close to me. I don't even know if he likes boys or not and even if he did, he wouldn't return my feelings as anything more than friendship, so I'm stuck being awkward and shy and just friends.