1029) I have anxiety/panic disorder, easily get scared even on trivial things. I just somewhat got recovered from one of my ‘bad cycles’, so my defense was pretty low at the moment.
Thing is, this one friend sent a scary link to me (unexpectedly, of course), and it completely scared the hell out of me. I feel shattered, my heart was racing, and for a moment I thought I had a heart attack. Took about half an hour to calm down.
My friend knew I have anxiety disorder, but she doesn’t have a clue what it is about. So I understand she sent the scary link just for fun. But still, I’m pretty upset, angry about it. Can’t believe how ignorant some people can be. It’s different if she sent the link five years ago, I could probably just laugh it off, or send her another link to get even.
She’s a good friend, and I like her. But now I just want to pour my hearts out here so hopefully I can get a goddamn good night sleep. Good night.
