1023) My heart has been broken so many times by guys who are embarrassed by me being their girlfriend. I know I am popular but why am I getting rejected? All of the losers love me and only half of the popular love me. But the one I love is on the popular side and we spend nights together just loving that we love each other, but says we just have to be friends.
That night when he told me that, I cried my heart out. I thought it was over forever. I knew then and forever that i truly loved him and no one else. But a few nights later he told me the truth and said he cares and still likes me. I was overjoyed but we still had to be friends because his best friend is in love with me, and I don’t like him but my love does not want to hurt his best friend. I would think I’m more important but it seems that we are becoming friends with benefits, which I definitely don’t want. I love him with all my heart but I keep thinking that I will never know if we will ever be more.