pour your heart out., 1010) He was so cute. I looked at him and my heart stopped. But he doesn't love me back. I admit. I begged, I pleaded, I was desperate. Every guy I've ever liked has rejected me. I'm fourteen and I've never been kissed before. I've never had a boyfriend. I just want to curl up and cry. I feel like something's wrong with ME. I feel like there's something about me that turns guys away. I just want someone to love me that way, is that too much to ask?